HappyBirthday!!

A Letter To Naia

My sweet little Naia,

Tomorrow you're 1, one month old.

We've spent 4 weeks together, the best 4 weeks of my life. 

I can't believe how fast time has gone...

I can't believe how much you've changed.

I still can't believe I'm a mommy, your mommy. 

I'm so blessed.

I sit here thinking about August 11th. How daddy and I were getting a pedicure, with mommy questioning if those pains she felt were labor pains...and yes they were. I love that we didn't need induction... and I know it was meant to be that you've chosen the 11th. I know your Uncle Jesse is smiling down on us. 

I remember them placing you on my chest, yet I was still out of breath, unable to sink in the fact that my baby was here. As they took you away, I heard you cry, your first cry...I waited for them to check you, to bring you back to me. I heard a man telling you to open your eyes -- and baby, you didn't open your eyes until you were back in my arms, listening to my voice... my heart sank... you were finally here.

I never thought I could love someone more than your daddy, and then there was you. 

The ultimate gift of love. 

I still remember when we found out about you.

Hearing your little heartbeat, seeing a tiny you. 

Thank you for a month of joy.

I love every dirty diaper...it's proof that I'm keeping you healthy.

I love every little smile, giggle, yawn. 

Every little cry, I promise to continue to keep those eyes dry.

I love it when you hold my finger.

I love when you lean your little head upon my shoulder.

You may not talk yet, but I love our story time.

You are the greatest listener babe. 

I love you so much baby girl.

And I just love you more and more and more.

Happy 1 Month Baby Girl. 

Thank you for this love. 

So blessed to have you.

Beautifully Blessed

I may not be able to recognize a lie, only because I trust I wouldn't be lied to. 

I was hurt & confused. A lot of memories resurfaced...

My husband always warns me to keep my guard up..

I trust easily. I give too quickly. 

I truly believed I proved him wrong this time. 

But once again...stupidity got the best of me.

But now, I have no time to cry..

No energy for games,

No desire to try anymore.

I could wish all I want,

but really -- I couldn't wish for anything more.

I can't be hurt when I think about my life.

I'd never imagined being so blessed.

I have found a man, who no matter what negatives come our way, never gives up on us.

Someone who continues to sacrifice himself for our little family.  

A man who's happiness revolves around keeping me happy.

I can't change him. That's how he is...

All I can be is truly thankful for him, his love.

I love this man with all I am.

Then there's our beautiful baby girl.

So blessed to have such a good baby!

She's mellow. She's quiet.

She can fall asleep on her own.

She may not nap long during the day, 

but she'll nap 2-3hrs throughout the night.

 She loves a good story,

& her momma's imperfect singing. 

Love my little Naia.

Of course I'll cry,

get angry,

breakdown..

but with constant reminders of my wonderful life..

negativity stands no chance.

Have a blessed day.

XO -,Savvy

A Miss Mack Tag

As baby's nap is winding down, (she's squeaking every now and then)
I'm going to hope I can finish this before the loud, hunger cries begin!

1. What's something that you have always wanted and got?

I've always been a simple girl. Never one with BIG dreams or goals.. just one always hoping to find love & happiness. The little girl stuck believing fairytales are real... And today, I can honestly say they are. I'm living my very own fairytale, with my prince charming, and babylove, Naia. I believe that love conquers all... and I'm so blessed to have been able to fall in love with a great man, and experience the greatest love of all, with a baby. 

 

2. What is your favorite movie?

Back to fairytales - I love "Beauty And The Beast" 

I've watched it a million times as a child, but never really appreciated the story line until I was much older. 

Beauty comes from within <3

 

3. What is your favorite book?

So honestly, I haven't really read an entire book until Twilight. Finishing the entire SAGA in less than a week. Post Twilight, I may have read 5 more books. Out of those 9, I can't really say any were my favorite. So, I will say, my favorite book has to be little scrapbooks I have created. Memories are forever, sometimes I forget about the good time. I love having these little reminders, those good moments preserved forever.

 

4. What is your favorite season?

Spring. I love the pastels, florals, baby animals. Yes, I'm THAT girly. Spring is a happy season. Well, all are, but when I think of Spring, I can't find a negative. Unless you have bad allergies, :( 

5. Are you a Scentsy or Yankee candle fan?

I'm not much of a candle girl. I get headaches.

 

6. What is your favorite state/country that you have lived in?

I've only lived in Hawaii. But I've traveled to California, Florida, and been to many countries in Europe.

Europe is beautiful. So quaint. I loved the Netherlands.

 

7. If you had front row seats to any event, what would you choose?

Because I have a mommy-brain and can't think up many things... I'll say, I'd love to have been front row, in the making of the Cool Waters Commercial, starring Paul Walker. I don't know where he has been, but he's aging beautifully. I may have to watch Fast & Furious now. 

 

8. What is your favorite exercise?

Something I have NOT done in forever.. gosh. 

I enjoy a good zumba and walks around the park. Exercise has to be FUN or I will not do it. 

I've tried those TURBO kick classes, but I don't like feeling the pain. Haha. 

 

9. What is your favorite drink?

ICE COLD WATER.

I have multiple water bottles in the freezer. 

 

10. What is something that you have always wanted but never gotten?

Hmmm... I'm really practical. So there are many things I want to buy that I don't, for that reason alone. 

But lets see.. I can give you an "everything for a reason" example.

 

When finding out I was pregnant, I wanted so bad to be in Okinawa with my husband, having the baby there. There were some people in my life, who I found poisonous... and keeping my baby away from them was the only thing on my mind. Here I am today, thankful that I had my baby at home, because honestly, I would be going BANANAS without my mother's help. I couldn't imagine being somewhere so far away from her, with a child... No offense to my husband, but there are some things only women can feel and understand. And as a mother and a woman, I am so thankful for my own. 

 

11. What is your favorite recipe?

I have yet to master the art of cooking. I know I will have to one day -- thankfully baby can survive on boob for now. Wow I just said that.... Haha!
But I love a nice simple dish.. because I'm lazy. None in particular.

Thank you Mack for this tag! (:
Baby is still passed out!

XO - Sav